so i am smart after all. call me what you want theres flyers around campus from some girl selling ugg boots 1 pair for 90$ or 2 pair for $200 so what i decided to do was advertise to some of my friends who dont go to school but UP the price and make me some side money so i spread the word that 1 pair is $120 and 2 pair is $200 i sent out a mass text to everybody in my phonebook in less then about 10 minutes i had 8 people text me and tell me they wanted some! guess ill be makine a big cut out of this !!!!! hahahahah

just venting

im coming to a realization that guys are alot more insecure then girls i really dont know where they get this image or stamina that guys are suppose to be emotionless because i think its bullshit. guys are human being just as girls are and at times it drains the life out of me that guys feels as though they are suppose to just keep all there emotionals bottled up?

my addiction

i dont know if thia aounsa right but the way you smile cuts me gently,the same way it cuts into your cheekbones deep enough that i sense it and the look in your eye it makes me cry like im blind but see crystal clear into yours i feel it,ilove it,it hurts but i cant stop looking ive never felt such a painful affliction....

ive never been much of a writer, last semester was my first time actually failing a class in school EVER! i really wasnt sure how to handle it, part of me fet like i deserved to fail but the other part felt as tho i had tried to hard alll semester to get good feedback on my papers.im hoping this time around this semester i will successfully pass the class and it will inhance my writing skills

ITS ABOUT 1:30 IN THE MORNING AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM WRITING ,ME AND MY BOYFRIEND GOT IN ANOTHER ARGUMENT I GUESS YOU CAN TELL THIS ONE UP AS LIKE THE 10000000 ARGUMENT OVER THE DUMBESTTTTTTTT THINGS I SWEAR I KNOW MY ATTITUDE STINKS SOMETIMES BUT SERIOUSLY TO HOLD A GRUDGE OVER SOMETHING SO PETTY IS SUCH A WAISTE OF TIME

last semester i had was working two jobs and in school and the money flow was always on time.if i didnt get paid one week it didnt matter because i got paid that week at the other. and to be honest i miss working two jobs soometimes i just want to say forget school and work two jobs but this semester im only working one job and it sucks everytime i get paid its lie my money is already gone and i really dont have any REAL BILLS!!!!

so im looking to transfer out of UB to Essexs to start the surgical technican program in the spring of 2010. i am excited however i do know once i get accepted into the program its going to be very hard. im going to have to be more focused then anything else because it is a very competitive feild one thing i am not looking forward to is working all night long at the hospitals for some reason ijust think im not a night person, but oh well we wil see how this goes