so i am smart after all. call me what you want theres flyers around campus from some girl selling ugg boots 1 pair for 90$ or 2 pair for $200 so what i decided to do was advertise to some of my friends who dont go to school but UP the price and make me some side money so i spread the word that 1 pair is $120 and 2 pair is $200 i sent out a mass text to everybody in my phonebook in less then about 10 minutes i had 8 people text me and tell me they wanted some! guess ill be makine a big cut out of this !!!!! hahahahah

just venting

im coming to a realization that guys are alot more insecure then girls i really dont know where they get this image or stamina that guys are suppose to be emotionless because i think its bullshit. guys are human being just as girls are and at times it drains the life out of me that guys feels as though they are suppose to just keep all there emotionals bottled up?

my addiction

i dont know if thia aounsa right but the way you smile cuts me gently,the same way it cuts into your cheekbones deep enough that i sense it and the look in your eye it makes me cry like im blind but see crystal clear into yours i feel it,ilove it,it hurts but i cant stop looking ive never felt such a painful affliction....

ive never been much of a writer, last semester was my first time actually failing a class in school EVER! i really wasnt sure how to handle it, part of me fet like i deserved to fail but the other part felt as tho i had tried to hard alll semester to get good feedback on my papers.im hoping this time around this semester i will successfully pass the class and it will inhance my writing skills

ITS ABOUT 1:30 IN THE MORNING AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM WRITING ,ME AND MY BOYFRIEND GOT IN ANOTHER ARGUMENT I GUESS YOU CAN TELL THIS ONE UP AS LIKE THE 10000000 ARGUMENT OVER THE DUMBESTTTTTTTT THINGS I SWEAR I KNOW MY ATTITUDE STINKS SOMETIMES BUT SERIOUSLY TO HOLD A GRUDGE OVER SOMETHING SO PETTY IS SUCH A WAISTE OF TIME

last semester i had was working two jobs and in school and the money flow was always on time.if i didnt get paid one week it didnt matter because i got paid that week at the other. and to be honest i miss working two jobs soometimes i just want to say forget school and work two jobs but this semester im only working one job and it sucks everytime i get paid its lie my money is already gone and i really dont have any REAL BILLS!!!!

so im looking to transfer out of UB to Essexs to start the surgical technican program in the spring of 2010. i am excited however i do know once i get accepted into the program its going to be very hard. im going to have to be more focused then anything else because it is a very competitive feild one thing i am not looking forward to is working all night long at the hospitals for some reason ijust think im not a night person, but oh well we wil see how this goes

mothers day just passed; and i hope my mother had a lovely mothers day.now i do admit i am not a fan of buying gifts one because i never know what to pick out two my mother has everything in the world a women could want and sometimes i think shes more spoiled then i am.but for mothers day i took her out to eat payed for dinner,gave her a gift certifcate to get her nails and toes done. my mother isnt a person who likes gifts so sometimes i prefer giving her other things besides gifts

18 years old , and still without a liscence? ughh those two really dont mix i have cousins stilll in high school who have their full liscence and i still have my permit, now part of that reason isnt my fault. i sometimes feel as htought my mother doesnt want me to get my liscense because she knows i will never be home.now for most people after a liscense they get a car, but for me ive had a car for almost a year now my parents got me a car for my 12th grade graduation.no they do not let me drive it without them present my parents have to follow all the rules sometimes it makes me sick . but when i do get my liscence i do plan to help my mother out with my brother and sister,taking them back and fourth to ease her mind a little bit;i just hope she knows im not a texi cab driver !

this weekend was the best weekend ever . i spent all day friday with my boyfriend and his mother. sometimes i think me and his mother are a little too close;we talk alot about reall ife situations and its nice to know i have a friend and mentor in her besides just my boyfriends mother. saturday morning he took me out to lunch to moes seafood downtown and as long as ive lived here i have never been to moes seafood.the food was great but it was expensive but i guess when your not paying you really dont have a say so on where you get to eat

i was watching tv earlier today and it seems as though everybody has their own reality show. i figure if i had a couple million dollars and the connects i could start my own tv show . im not really into the whole reality show thing but i feel as though tv is not the same anymore i remeber being little and watching things on tv that were actually worthwhile. now at it is drama,killing sex, and to a certaint extent i do understand why they put this on tc because its what people want to hear and the companies get more money that way.i persoanlly dont watch tv one because my college life doesnt allow me to and two because there isnt anything worth watching to me

this school year is coming to and end and i really find it hard to believe.parts of the year went by slow and other parts went by fast.it seemed like after all that snow we had it went by fast and everything started going by fast after that,assignments started doubling up and tests started coming more often .over all i think this semester was harder then last semester and i think its because of my learnign community. this semesters learning community was much harder and way more projects then last semsters .however i liked my teachers alot more this semester then last semester

so im talking to my mom just now on the phone and she told me this african lady at her jon cursed her out. i dont know if its me or was i just raised better but now days people have no respect for anything or anybody they just do whatever whenever. i just had to get that off my chest

i never knew that friends could come and go so fast.it seems liek you never know a person until there gone. like ive really been lossing alot of friends left and right but i am a firm believer that the people that arent in your life arent here for a good reason,its a time and place for evrything wether or not we realise it or not its all for our good;im just glas i found out sooner or later whos my friend and who isnt but i think its safe to say everybody goes through this kind of sitatution

i hate when people say you r to young to love or be in love or ever know what love is ? excuse me since when does love have age limits , restrictions and limitations? i dont have to sit here and try to fight verbally with you to get you to see that i do love and im in love, its clear through the life that i live and my actions. love can be a very versitile thing you can love someone and not be in love with them and you can also have love for someone but not love them. just because a person may not talk as often or see eye to eye doesnt mean they dont love or have love or cant be in love.

it kind of took me by suprise but not really. i find myself little by little dropping friends left and right. i sat back and thought like ok is it me? am i the one causing all my friends to act phoney and do shady stuff? for a while i was blaiming myself for my friends being fickle and taking advantage of me but then i finally came to conclusion that people dont appreciate you for who you are and people wiill take advanatge of you only if you allow them to. i m a people person and if i ever see any of my friend sor somebody i care about i do my best to help them out reguardless of the situation i want to see my friends do well and doing positive things but you cant change a person and a person has to want certain things for themselves in order for things to change. i just wish a friendship didint have to end on such rocky and bad terms and then its like i know i didi everything i did for that person ; i was more the nice and caring why turn you back on somebody who cared for you and helped you when nobody else would and was there for you when nobody else was for those other people who only are interested in you for the moment? i dont get it; not to toot my own horn but if you loose me as a friend then yor loosing out on alot because ima darn good friend and i go above and beyond for anybody i care about

living at home is getting very tiring. i feel as though ive out grown this space i still share a room with my 15 year old sister. i m not being ungreatful i just feel like i should at least have some space to myself . the room isnt but so big and there is constant confusion i maybe up late at night typing papers or studying and she might be sleep. late at night i mean 12 1 oclock so its kind of hard trying to comprimise between us . im a person who likes to do things with music and livliness and if shes sleep its kind of hard for me to be able to listen to my music without disturbing and waking her up

The semester is almost over, part of me feels like this freshman year went by fast and the other part of me feels like it took a long time to end. Im just glad id ont have alot of final exams mainly just papers and projects an im a person will take papers and projects pver tests anyday.For some reason no matter how many times or how hard i try studying does nothing for me ; i do better when i dont study or i briefly go over notes and review. Im hoping i will get a better gpa this semester then i got last semester. This semesters classes were alot harder and challenging then last semesters ; i feel like last semester was like high school as far as the work load and assignments. I want to get more scholarship money for next semester so i can move out the following semester

The school year is really going by fast,its spring break already. This week we have mid terms and projects but it honestly doesnt feel like mid term time. i only have about 2 or maybe 3 midterms and i believe they are papers and n ot exams.Even though i do not enjoy writing papers i would take papers over exams any day. I am anxious to know where i stand academically becasue i have been doing alot more socializing this semester BUT i have still taken care of my responsibilites with my school work. I am trying to get an 3.5 or better GPA:and sence there is still plenty of time to do so i am not as worried right now about grades in a way. Because after mid terms you can either imrove you grades or not. I hope i can finish the school year out stronger then last semester,which i finished with a 3.3 GPA

This weekend was a very good weekend! i spent all of friday doing homework,which really put me at an advantage.i did homework for all of this week and some of next,im trying this new thing called "getting ahead" and "staying ahead". I also went to church with my boyfriend. This really ment alot to me becasue God is essential to both my life and his,and we felt as though its important we both be spiritaully grounded and rooted in the word and our relationship will last longer and be stronger! I know people might say at this age,were to young to be really in love and committed to a true relationship but i dont believe that applies to everbody.the relationship i have with my boyfriend goes deeper then just the kissing and the movies and the late night conversations. i believe if a realtionship has substance it is worth so much more.

overall, this whole week has been a pretty successful week. the days went by slow, but the week as a whole went by fast. A few things i need to improve on, like time management and asking for helo when needed

In writing 101 class tuesday , we did some sentence structure practices, i found it very interesting but kind of upsetting that i am in college and some of the excercises we did in i had no idea of what some of the terminology and grammar was. i think it makes it hard because i know i am probably not the only one who was not taugh the basics of writing and grammar. I wonder how many other college freshman or college students in general come to college and still dont know how to properly write and know the basics of writing

I just read this article call Beauty and Descreation by Roger Scruton, and i found it very interesting. It clearly lays out the key factors that makes art beauty.Not all works are works of art and not all works of art are beauty. i learned that some peices of art, can be repetetive and not have a theme or message to it. even the simplest peice of art work can have so much meaning and purpose behind it. Also i found it interesting that there are certain principles and criterias in determining what is truly art work and what is not.

This morning was a very good morning, i got to work thirty minutes early and i had enough time to just relax and ease my mind. its amazing how your body gets use to constantly moving and going nonstop and it feels weird but good at the same time when you actually have a couple of minutes to stop and just collect yourself. I know the rest of the week will be a very busy week. It also amazses me how someone can be so busy, but at the same time have so much time on their hands. Is this even possible?

Today was a very tough day, i got an assignment back graded and i recieved a zero and im not sure why? webtyco said ididnt submit the documnet but i really did submit it and i submitted it in a timely manner so because i wasnt showing i posted an assignment the instructor gave me a zero which i do not agree with. what am i to do? also, today was very tough because i was running late for class and i forgot my phone charger and laptop charger therfore i felt really out of touch with the rest of the world. lol i also really couldnt follow along in one my classes because i didint have my laptop im starting to think maybe i can be a little more organzied so i wont forget things that are essential to my day

im starting to notice that this semester is easier then last semester. my learning communities last semester had alot of essays and papers to write and the subject matters of the papers were kind of hard to write on bc i wasnt interested in the topic. But this semester my learning communities consists of alot of projects and not alot of papers. of course you will have to write papers here and there but not all the time do we have to write papers i prefer projects over papers anytime

this whole week school was closed. I must say i am shocked because UB never closes under any circumstances. i was happy at first but then it got boaring and then i realized when we did go back to school the work load was going to be even more rigerous because we had missed so much time from school.

ok so i got my writing rough draft essay back and i got a zero!!! This is not good because i forgot to site my sources i didnt htink you had to site them in the rough draft essay i was going to attatch a sited sources paper to my essay for ther final draft. also i recieved a zero because ti wasnt a narrative for so for the final draft essay i think im going to change what the subject of my essay to something i can relate to more and tell more as a story

Today was a very interesting day, I got to spend explore differtn parts of campus i never knew were here. I do admit i wish i could transfer to another university somtimes but then when i look at all UB has to offer i sit back and think it really is good to have a school like this

Today, was not a good day
i got to work about 20 minutes late forgot my math book and almost missed the bus.
i feel a certain kind of way when my morning starts off bad becasue then its harder for me to try and have a better day

Im sitting here at work, not really much to do. This week was a very good week for me, not to much homework but enough to keep me busy and focused on what i need to get accomplished. However i am hoping next weel i will manage my time more effectively and not wait until the last minute to complete certain assignment