i hate when people say you r to young to love or be in love or ever know what love is ? excuse me since when does love have age limits , restrictions and limitations? i dont have to sit here and try to fight verbally with you to get you to see that i do love and im in love, its clear through the life that i live and my actions. love can be a very versitile thing you can love someone and not be in love with them and you can also have love for someone but not love them. just because a person may not talk as often or see eye to eye doesnt mean they dont love or have love or cant be in love.

it kind of took me by suprise but not really. i find myself little by little dropping friends left and right. i sat back and thought like ok is it me? am i the one causing all my friends to act phoney and do shady stuff? for a while i was blaiming myself for my friends being fickle and taking advantage of me but then i finally came to conclusion that people dont appreciate you for who you are and people wiill take advanatge of you only if you allow them to. i m a people person and if i ever see any of my friend sor somebody i care about i do my best to help them out reguardless of the situation i want to see my friends do well and doing positive things but you cant change a person and a person has to want certain things for themselves in order for things to change. i just wish a friendship didint have to end on such rocky and bad terms and then its like i know i didi everything i did for that person ; i was more the nice and caring why turn you back on somebody who cared for you and helped you when nobody else would and was there for you when nobody else was for those other people who only are interested in you for the moment? i dont get it; not to toot my own horn but if you loose me as a friend then yor loosing out on alot because ima darn good friend and i go above and beyond for anybody i care about

living at home is getting very tiring. i feel as though ive out grown this space i still share a room with my 15 year old sister. i m not being ungreatful i just feel like i should at least have some space to myself . the room isnt but so big and there is constant confusion i maybe up late at night typing papers or studying and she might be sleep. late at night i mean 12 1 oclock so its kind of hard trying to comprimise between us . im a person who likes to do things with music and livliness and if shes sleep its kind of hard for me to be able to listen to my music without disturbing and waking her up

The semester is almost over, part of me feels like this freshman year went by fast and the other part of me feels like it took a long time to end. Im just glad id ont have alot of final exams mainly just papers and projects an im a person will take papers and projects pver tests anyday.For some reason no matter how many times or how hard i try studying does nothing for me ; i do better when i dont study or i briefly go over notes and review. Im hoping i will get a better gpa this semester then i got last semester. This semesters classes were alot harder and challenging then last semesters ; i feel like last semester was like high school as far as the work load and assignments. I want to get more scholarship money for next semester so i can move out the following semester